The Last Blog was for a reason.


U see today a social worker came out ,She said to see if we had every thing we Needed.

Ok,I may not be the Sharpest Knife in the Drawer,But I knew/Know better than that.

Any way,As we talked I Found out that I do Nothing ,the Place Cleans It self,Bill’s Some how Get Paid

Food is getting there with No help,some how It get’s from the Store to our Kitchen ,And the Food cooks it self.

So,Things Just seem to get Done with No help.I don’t even Have a Clue How people can say things like that,About some one that in fact is the only one doing one thing to Help them.

But,this is what I deal with every day,And I have reached My limit after years of it ,I told the Lady today that if the Stress didn’t stop She Had to go to a Nursing Home,And she ask For if she wanted to go to  a Nursing Home and She sit there and told her they were mean to her at the Nursing Home,She Never gave her a Yes or No.

She ask If I wanted her to see if she could get some one to come sit with her so I could go do something and I told Her that even If she could sit some thing like that there would be no extra Money right Now for any thing any way.

And I also explained why the Doctor Don’t want her alone,These People Come into Your home Based on what some one that don’t have a clue say’s and then You have to Show and tell for a good 45 Mins .

This is not the first time this has happened but,I told Mother It would be the Last.

I am Tired of being a little servant Girl for People,I know she is My Mother But,how Much is one person expected to take even if it is family..

I mean I do every thing all she does is Lay in bed all day until these Nurse’s or Therapist comes in and then has the Nerve to tell a Social Worker I don’t do Nothing,How would U say all the things that get done around here gets done Then ? How Would You say she get’s feed ? Let me tell You I have been so very up set ever Since all this Happened until I had to Blow off some steam..

So,I hope I haven’t Offended some one..

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Truth Is Love Is Excepting ..


IF U except the truth The truth is Loving Some One means excepting them as they are.

When U love some One You except they with all their Fault and Habits.

You may not like the Faults or the Habits but,You Except them Because You love the Person for what They are

They have a wonderful loving heart,they Love you more than Life it self and they except you for who you are.

They would give any one that needed it the shirt right off their back because that’s how they are.

And you love them and not just love them but your in love with them,and the very truth is a real and true love never ends,

Time don’t make it stop hurting if or when you lose some one you are in love with you only find ways to deal with the Pain and lose.

You try to stay busy,you try to think of other things,or you try to fill the empty space but ,truth is there is no replacing that

Person,Some day after many long years you find some one that you reminds you in some way of that person and you find that

in some being around them helps you to around them and you may choose to marry them and it may or may not work but,at

least you have tried right ?

Well,I know some one that tried over and over again to replace some one they were in love with and found it don’t work.

So,they have decided to stay single unless they Marry the Person they are truly in love with and if you were them and knew the whole story you wouldn’t blame them.

Some one told me the other day that not trusting some one might lead to bitterness,I disagree with that,I mean why would any one be bitter about such a small thing ,I mean I think that if people prove they can be trusted and then the Person is trusted what difference does it make that they didn’t trust them in the beginning?

Any way,if Your in love with some one that really shouldn’t be a hard thing now should it ?

I had these things on my mind most of the day so I thought I’d come and blog about it.

I don’t say things to Hurt any one or to offend ,I only say them to get people to stop and think

instead of doing and then thinking…

To wake up and smell the Coffee so to speak..

I hope every one will think about what true love really is before making choice’s in the matter..

Have a great and wonderful new Year..

Fay

My Life ,My Time..


I Spend A lot of time alone Reason for that is Because,I live with My 80 year old Mother And I never have done one thing Right In her Mind.

Nope Not from the Day I was Born ,You see I was a Girl and she wanted a Boy.

The Doctor told her he would take me but,nope she guessed she should take me home ,why ? Before I was very old I was given to my Uncle that lived in M…Tennessee My Aunt thinking I was his because of it made me sleep in my Play pen in the middle of the Winter time in the late 50’s I got very sick and they thought I was going to die,My Uncle told My Dad he though he should take me back Parents did that at age 5 Myself and My older Brother Got Chicken Pox same time of cho..and we were homeless no clue why that was never talked about ,But My guess is my Dad drank the Money that was to pay the rent.

Any way,They(our Parents) took us to DHR there in town and Ask them to take us,they told them there was no room that they were full my Dad told the Lady We had no Place to live and we had chicken Pox,and he kept after her to take us,in the end He said what about the Girl then He at least a boy and can take it better,She got Mad at Him and told him she would rearrange and Make room for us both for 1 week and they had better be back with a place to live and a job or they would be Charged with Child abandonment and she would see they went to jail.

Got to love Parents Like that right.?

Anyway,That’s been the tone of my Life,It never got better,when They found I was old enough to be useful well,I because Mother to my Younger Brother who was a Year old.

If I went he went where U found me U found him if I was home.

He Didn’t cry for either one of them He cried for me,this in the end made My Dad Mad.

It was never good to mix Drink and Mad with My Dad You would Pay for it Believe me,and it was that way until I was 16 at that time He Had started Hitting on the Younger Boys Legs ,One Day we were out side and they had on shorts and their legs was black and Blue ,I look at her and told her right in his face if this don’t stop I’m going to DHR if U Don’t and I mean it their is no since in this.And from that day On it stopped.You see I was the one that was always doing for every one and keeping the peace.

Never Bothering any one and he Hit My older Brother one day because he was drunk and mad and I told Him If he ever made the Mistake of hitting me he had better be gone before I got off the floor ,He turned white and He left the room.

He Did he made that mistake ,but lol Yep he knew to hit the door,and did..

I have a ex that can tell U how hitting me works.

Any way back to way I stay to my self,My mother has a bad habit of picking a fight so to speak,She accuses me of things I don’t do.

She is for ever telling people lie’s on me ,so my only peace is when I am alone.

Friends You ask ? well ,I once had Some but,I really got tired Of being the go to Friend,the one that get’s talked about and run down until they needed some thing so..

I have chosen to spend my Time alone so to speak,I’d rather be alone than used and or abused wouldn’t You ?

I have A lot of Friends On A site online wonderful Friends that let me blow off steam when I need to and listen when I need to talk,and give advice when they can Isn’t that what any friend you meet for Coffee would do.?

Any way,I guess what I’m saying is It may seem I’m alone But truth is I’m Not…

I found that I’d rather be with out Friends that are not true friends..

And I don’t think I’m alone in that fact.

I do hope some day to find Some one that can except me and love me for who I am..

I know there has to be some one in this world that can do that.

Some one I can talk to about any thing and know they want repeat it to any one,know that they love me enough to be faithful to me some one I can trust with my very life.

That May or may not be only a dream but,that is my wish with all my heart,Something I’ve never ever had…

I pray no one else has been where I’ve been ,but Yet I know There are others out there that have,and I feel for them,because I so understand..

You see this is only a touch of what the unwanted child goes through…

Have a great and wonderful new year..

Fay

New Years


Here Is a Wonderful Song By: John Schneider I do Hope You’ll Give it a Play..

 

Well,I Know that today is new Years eve and every one is getting ready to go bring the new year in,in some way.

I do Hope If UR planning to Drink that U have a safe way Home or You’ll Be a Room some where so You Want be on the Road under the influence and either get hurt or hurt some one else and Lastly go to jail..

Take care tonight be safe and Have a great time bring in the New Year.

Happy New Year Every one..

love to All ❤

Shorter Days..


Day’s Go so Fast seems Like these Days,Year is almost over and Winter is in full swing there for sure.

Went out side to find It sleeting,I don’t care for Cold,I love Summer Time…

And I’m really ready for it back,I know that some people Love the Cold and winter Sports Not Me I would rather have the Summer spots Like swimming lol..

Any way ,Some thought’s Image

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